Friday, October 03, 2008
today wearing jeans... feel so restricted now... hahas... wadever la... as long as im happy... later gotta go down town to pay for the airtix alr! yeahs!! im so happy... flight is booked and seat is reserved for me... finally everything can come to an end... mayb i might meet my prince charming thr n den settle down thr for good... hahas... like real think too much la! =p
ytd while i was talking on e phone to angel, i almost wanted to tell her tt im gg to aus soon so we can jiayou tgt but i know if i tell her, thr might b a chance tt everything will not go as planned... so yeaps... i kept it in... tired of trying to decipher who's lying abt wad but seriously all e drama tt has been gg on is like kinda interesting... 1 day i might b able to look back like wad i did ytd while trying to type out my part of e holy scripture and just see it as an experience... ytd i realised tt e feelings tt i have towards wad had been previously really is v different alr... no more sadness or hurt or wadever negative feelings... just an appreciation of everything... appreciative of wad has happened and tt i managed to find a super good friend in e process and of cux tt i managed to pull thru! it's just so funny how i managed to sit thru e whole wild roller coaster ride without jumping off immed once i had the chance to... but now it's reaching e end soon, im just happy tt i really sat thru e whole thing... it's now in e final stretch n i shall b more determined and not let any other stunts tt others pull derail me... no way... determination is the word of e day... in fact let's make it word of e erm... wk? all e way till 14/10 when i fly off... hahas... so looking fwd to seeing vanitha and spending time with her and yiwen... i really miss them... miss like crazy... i really miss last time in e states when jy, xs, pf, lm, yw n me were still hsemates... i miss tt time when xs, pf, yw n me took e crazy photos n e vid... hahas... i miss it like crazy.. i miss e time when me n vanitha went shopping at e millenium n outlet mall (Ooo shit forgot e names of e places liao) n Florida Mall whr we behaved like shopping queens and seriously looked so high maintenance as compared to others walking down e mall with shorts n slippers but end up we had to wait for tt freaking bus by e roadside super unglam n stuff... it was like so funny... i miss tt time when vanitha, tingen n me were on e bus back from Florida Mall when tis guy approached tingen and asked if he was like the "agent" for both me n vanitha n i was like oblivious to everything... can u imagine e kind of shock tt i got aft we all alighted frm e bus n they told me... we were all so freaked tt we were so scared tt e guy might just ambush us since thr so quiet n it was alr so dark then... hahas... miss all e crazy stuff... miss e HSM nite... hahas...
okies... now im like only gg to aus to visit vanitha for 2wks n im like thinking back and gg on n on for things tt happened 2yrs ago... haa... im crazy... wadever... embrace my craziness ba!
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